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Two nightmares, one from last night and one from last week. the last week one first. 

I believe that this was some kind of metaphor for the debt ceiling crisis. China had taken over the united states, planet of the apes stype, and hundreds of years later a group of us joined together to journey to the tomb of obama under death valley in California to wake him up. Obama was a lady for some reason. It was very action-packed, very cinematic in feel, with automobile chances and all sorts of crazy stuff straight from a movie. 

In last night's nightmare, I was with my girlfriend, a day before she had to marry another dude. we couldn't stop the marriage, so we were staying together for the last day to comfort her. It was really sweet. I left to get her a bottle of wine and promised to fuck her when I got back. I went to an old, dim grocery store, couldn't find a good wine, and went to a skeevy part of town- an auction house- to find better wine. I was in that part of town when I was shot and died. 

Meanwhile, a mad scientist and his girlfriend were trying to use a cadaver to bring the mad scientist's son back from the dead (the scientist had had a wife but they had divorced; he didn't love the girlfriend enough to marry her; she was really just an assistant he fucked.) Instead, I got trapped in the body meant for the boy. They realized that I wasn't the son and locked me up, trying to figure out how to get rid of me. the girlfriend was sent to watch me and I tried to break her loyalty to the mad scientist, to convince her that the mad scientist didn't love her because he hadn't made a commitment to her, and to let me go and not kill me so I could make it back in time for my girlfriend's wedding. I woke up before I could convince the girlfriend to let me go. 

The dream also contained an apartment with cupcakes on high shelves (dark chocolate with cream cheese frosting and a button of dark chocolate on top) that would occasionally fall down so the occupants could eat them. most awesome apartment ever. 

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 Had three days of dreams in a row, but forgot to put them down. 

1st day: I dreamed I was a lesbian and I was in a high school and the student body was trying to kill me. 
2nd day: I remembered what it was when I woke up, but not now. :(
3rd day: I remembered! Captain of a dying starship. Dying from lack of air is a new one for me.

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 took me 10 minutes to get ready today. I love no-product. 

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Dreams from fourth of July weekend I forgot to write down. 

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One dream. I was a clone who was experimented on in a sci-fi distopia future. at some point I died and another clone of me had to be made. eventually I escaped into the city and joined a resistance against the company that created me. I think  I woke up before the dream resolved.

More dreams!
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I have some access to free mental health services for a while, and I told the university psychologist about the nightmares and my background and his opinion is I had a sucky childhood and I am to learn self-hypnosis to help with my nightmares.

Anyway, two nightmares tonight.

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I don't know why this is, but Sam, Cas, and Dean had some bitchin' tattoo sleeves in this dream. I really must draw them.

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I posted a pin-up of Gerard Way in stockings on my deviantart. The one comment that was left said that it was "scary."

Nobody understands my art.

Fic: Crossed Wires
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Title: Crossed Wires
Author: Cthulhu-hungers
Rating: R
Pairing: Frank/Gerard, Frank/Jamia, implied Frank/Mikey, Frank/Ray, and Gerard/OFC. Just a little bit! it's barely there I swear! 
Summary: How a sadist and a masochist come to be. Even my porn over processes everything to death; there’s like 6 pages of plot and a half a page of porn.  
Disclaimer: I have no clue what the sexual proclivities of these two men are. I mean not to imply anything about their sex lives. This fic is about characters from another dimension who just so happen to have the same names, personalities, and appearances as them. No legal tender is made from this, at least until livejournal finds a way to monetize comments.
Notes: Holy shit, I wrote porn! Half a page of porn, but still, porn! This fic was written due to two personal observations I’ve made of fic in my experience; 1) there’s almost no fic written from the perspective of the dominant during a sex scene. 2) There’s very little SM fic. I mean, there’s “I’m getting spanked because I’m submissive” porn and “I’m getting spanked because I like getting spanked” porn and “I’m getting spanked as punishment” porn but no “I’m getting spanked because pain makes me hard/wet” porn. Thus, this was created.

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Another Dream. no medication, forgot to take it.

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Meme (my grandma) was there, and she kicked ass. she kicks ass in real life though. I ended up escaping the building with my family, who came to pick me up.

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And I'm still tired and I have a headache. I hate my AC. 

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